B-ko (
bilocation) wrote2013-11-02 07:44 pm
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shout out your love! now, hero!
[It wasn't entirely for his sake that she did it. After all, she did have an image to upkeep, and any unwanted attention was bound to hurt both of them. 'Dating.' Right. That's not what this is.
Whatever it is.
After shaking off the last of her friends, B-ko rounded the corner and snapped open her cellphone.]
I told you I'd do it. You owe me for this one.
[The sky was darkening. She made up some excuse to her parents that she'd be out late, studying. She didn't feel like going home quite yet. Not until she shook him down on this.]
Whatever it is.
After shaking off the last of her friends, B-ko rounded the corner and snapped open her cellphone.]
I told you I'd do it. You owe me for this one.
[The sky was darkening. She made up some excuse to her parents that she'd be out late, studying. She didn't feel like going home quite yet. Not until she shook him down on this.]
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You're supposed to be the objective one, aren't you?! You're really nasty and upfront about everyone's business, so it should be the same for yourself as well!
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In anyone else it would be obvious but in me, analysing feelings is a much harder process. Anyway, weren't you talking about yourself running around? I didn't cause you any stress.
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I can't believe you'd say that.
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Love. Like. Those sorts of disgustingly average feelings, the daily desire to not be alone anymore, to be accepted.
A-ya sighs and slumps more against the bench, grateful he can look down instead of at her.]
...It's obvious at this point your crush is on me.
[Nailed it.]
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She hated it. Because the perfect imposter was one that was untouchable. Having a mark on it meant it was reachable.
But she's not the imposter right now, is she? She's not B-ko. She's just herself.
And maybe, just maybe. She wanted to hear for once that someone wants that self to be around, in that honest and simple manner everyone complimented her mask with.
B-ko hunches her shoulders. She can't believe what she's about to say.]
... it's not a crush. [Her mouth feels dry. She shakes her head, and her voice becomes stronger.] It should be obvious to someone like you. It's not a crush if both of us share it.
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But...
It's fine, maybe, if he puts it another way.]
...I like the days we spend together. Since meeting you, my life has been more interesting. When we meet up and talk, those times... if they continued everyday... I want that.
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It's better together than alone.
And it's a affirmation that it's her that he's looking for, not her other self.
B-ko nods.]
See? It isn't that hard. [There's a pause before she reaches out to touch his hand again. Her hand was getting cold without it, anyway.] 'I didn't cause you any stress...' what a stupid statement. Don't say that to a girl who-- [Ah. It's okay to say it. Didn't they kiss?]
--who wants to keep you company.
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It's still how he thinks, though, and he isn't someone who deludes himself. These thoughts are so easy to read but messy when matched up to the strange feelings shoving them back. He wants to write them down and get them out or distract himself somehow.
Ah.
A-ya glances back up at her.]
...Would you keep me company now then?
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I already said I wanted to spend time with you.
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A beat. Asking a stupid question would annoy her, right? So do that.]
Should I kiss you now?
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Are you going to ask that every time we hold hands? You can't be that dumb. Look-- [Ignoring her fast-beating heart, she leans in to peck him on the mouth. She keeps her face close, though.] There. You don't have to ask. Just... do it, got it?
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Wh-What expression?
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But her voice does rise.]
Do you have to put it that way...! There's nothing about it that suits me!!
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Because you like me.
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She gives a reasonable reaction. Which is. To grab him by the collar and yank him in and no wait she's kissing him. She's kissing him again and a little roughly too and she pulls away and. Just shakes him.] So what if I do?!
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The shaking he could do without because it makes him dizzy though. But he manages to grin anyway.]
If I say it again, will you do that again, too? I wonder...
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... if you want to be kissed that badly, just ask for it straight out. Otherwise you can forget about kissing.
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[At least he's honest.]
Your kiss is much more passionate and excited when you're flustered. It's impressive.
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Don't tell me that you get a kick when I'm pissed at you. You're gross.
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